They Shot Me

2010-06-05T18:19:00.000-07:00

"I see that you have grown to hate, and so I'll runaway, runaway quite fast, I don't think I'm coming back.
Like a fugitive, I'll return for the good stuff.
Run, run, runaway."

2010-06-04T02:40:00.000-07:00

shut down until I have huge events to blog about(:

Meanwhile, the trip to NYC has been BOOOKED!!!!!!! YAY! With stopovers in the 3rd or 4th day at LA(: Im mad happy, fuck happy! ONE fucking step closer to kat moennig, what a stalker, but OMFG!

k, chill. study.

Last time, Today, Tomorrow, Next Time.

2010-05-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

Should I? I feel like getting my lobes extended. should I?????

LOL.

shoutout to steve, dominic, rachel!

2010-05-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY BB.

All That I've Got

2010-05-03T00:34:00.001-07:00

Well, i REALLY don't wanna get involved.

Something to REJOICE about

2010-04-30T20:29:00.000-07:00

YAY, finally traded my dad's LAO POK BB for a NEW BB.
WILLZ UPLOADZ PHOTOZ SOONZ.

Thanks dad, for the impulsive off-the-shelf moment you had there.

BLOGGAYE

2010-04-25T03:31:00.000-07:00

wooooooh~

Today & yesterday are two different worlds that they are unable to draw any amount of parallels at all i tell you. Yesterday was krazy fun with Nissa, Shanaz & Lilin. Today is krazy~ fun with books. Yeah, books. :B

howeverrrrrr, I had a really really really duper nice talk with D, like she totally understands shit, and compared to her, no one's shit really is shit unless you've heard about her shit. I used to wonder why she was always so inert and undisclosed but throughout the time that she's been away, and all the letters, calls, emails and chats that we've had, its really breathtaking to know how much a person can endure & it gives you a strength to fokus on life. Like, real strength.

backstabing.gossip.dirtlooks.thrashtalking.shitcreating. -i guess it doesnt mean much now.

thankyouD,
you're da best.
Plz do well in Aust.
& I wish you the best with A.
I'll see you there soon(:

FUCK MY LIFE

2010-04-15T06:47:00.001-07:00

I WANT.

2010-04-11T05:32:00.000-07:00

you.

SHAMBOOM

2010-04-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

havent blogged in like 1234534239u21u29344398*9(#84293 years. haha, nothing much in life to blog about anyway. :B
everyday's just fleeting past and each passing day adds on to the fear brewing within me. NO.MORE.TIME.TO.WASTE. The irony is that as I just made that claim, I am here blogging and rocking out to Westlife's "When You're Looking Like That".

haha, and with that, i've been wanting to type this: 'TGITH!' -otherwise known as Thank God It's Thursday! because its one day before TGIF! shamboom! k, lame.

---
anw, I've been caught between two options..to retake my NAPFA 2.4km run or not? I REALLY REALLY want a 12min30sec timing. i'm not too impressed with my 13min25sec timing, just an improvement of 20 seconds. SHOULD I??? :B
and did I tell you guys that I miss jumping around and having fun with my team like we did last year? like this...

Double meaning

2010-04-02T23:20:00.000-07:00

"Are you earnest?"

I MISS YOU.

2010-03-29T05:27:00.000-07:00

I miss this bunch so much already.

Spoiled Machine

2010-03-23T07:55:00.001-07:00

Busted my ankle, shins and knee. But for the team, I'm gonna go all out to fight.

Tomorrow's judgement day.
God, please.

Quote

2010-03-22T20:27:00.000-07:00

“Ever loved someone till it hurt? When the hurt is caused by knowing that you don’t know how the latter felt and knowing that by confessing your feelings could reap dire consequence? I did.”

-anonymous

Kylie Minogue

2010-03-18T09:13:00.001-07:00

Gorgeous, innit?

Just like me, they long to be close to you

2010-03-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

fuck, i miss you like hell. its been 08347023570857237508275092 days since we last spoken.

---

and i'm tired as hell.
no.mood.to.study.

Sugar Rush

2010-03-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

" Maybe I should have told the truth, told Nathan he was with the wrong woman, that she was bound to break his heart.
But you can't help who you love."

-Kim "Kizzer", Sugar Rush.

geez,

2010-03-16T09:23:00.000-07:00

GEEZ, this blog is dusty as hell-speaking on a metaphorical level of course.

oh God, I MISS THE DAY THESE PICS WERE TAKEN!

VJJ naming, and _ _ _ _ , sugar rush ,and fast dancing in the MRT
vertical smiling, gooey-greenish-hairy-substance, random itch.

FUN AS HECK.

WE WERE AWESOME, ADELLESERAPHINAfuckingloadoffunONGFANGMIN.

next trip shall be holland v(:

FUCK YEAH HOLIDAYZ!

2010-03-14T05:50:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS
FTW!

(umm, watcha say..)

doo bee doo dum

2010-03-07T03:03:00.001-08:00

lalalala, tired tired.,

DISCLAIMER

2010-02-23T05:33:00.000-08:00

DISCLAIMER: LOL, the post below is blogged by Alexander LAH. k, thx, bye.

---(.)(.)---

DANI CAMPBELL = LOVE

2010-02-15T20:02:00.000-08:00

i'm corny and gay.

someone shoot me plz.

FOR MY GIRLS.

2010-02-13T00:26:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY HOCKEY GIRLS.

& thank you Yvonne, Kirin, Darlene, Emely, Darli, Maria, Celestine, WT, & Shahnaz for the HUGS, "LOVE YA!"s and gifts/cards.

I miss you girls already):

HAPPY V'DAY!.

Happy 18th Birthday Bitch Face Dick Bottom.

2010-02-11T06:04:00.001-08:00

For MY BITCH:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

awkward smile because before kirin said "...2...3.." and took this shot,
Gabriel smeared my nose with strawberry cream from his shirt.
(YUCKH)

even though I treat you like you're the biggest bitch in the world,
calling you names like "whore", "slut", "no nipple", "vagina face", "dickless", "small fry", "repulsive", "big breast", "asshole", etc etc

you know you're my bestest bitch.
♥

OH, and stop making fun of my legs! I know there are 3 different colours but if you're still gonna insist on making fun of them, your nipples are gonna turn purple.♥

p/s: sorry for pouring the water & smashing the cake in your face. ♥

F21, Accessorize, TopShop, Vans haul

2010-01-31T02:14:00.000-08:00

Just came back from town! Went shopping today for even more CNY clothing & basic necessities.

So my mom and I went to FEP first to get my new school shoes. Its a hot pink vans off the wall. HAHA, IRIS AND HOT PINK. but yea, it looked red. So since its the closest to red, I got it. Will post a pic soon! It was $59, SUPER CHEAPPPPP.

Next, we headed over F21 @ Wisma. Bought 2 tops and 2 shorts.
$31 each. They are super comfy! and no, both are different models(:

the other two are sweaters. One military and the other a really sweet lace up long sleeved top.
will take pic soooon.

moving on, we went to accessorize to get more flower hair pins! bought 2 at $49.

the blue one is $21.90 and the white one is $27.90 both from accessorize-monsoon, ION.

lastly, went over to topshop to get a few stockings/leggings.

50 denier in black, blue and moss green.
large hearts all over

so now, im happy apppy. TEEHEE.

Got thought?

2010-01-22T21:44:00.001-08:00

Wanna know what I miss?

I miss the days when we were sitting at the back of the class, singing, humming and finishing each others Boys Like Girls songs.

When we bluetoothed the coolest songs to each other.

When we would rush to complete A-Math sums just so that we can loiter at the corridors and laugh at people from 4-9.

When we complained about Chemistry SPA and Physics SPA.

When after every Chemistry SPA, we walk out of the chem lab thinking that there was air-con in the corridor.

I miss math lessons with Mdm Pang when she would interpret Jethro's name as jie zhuo.

I miss drawing Patrick Starfish at the side of the board where we wrote our homework.

I miss feeling super excited to do the Sudoku in the newspapers that came every week. And making fun of adelle who couldn't even do the simplest puzzles.

When the four of us would go to the canteen to buy ji si guo tiao with extra ji si or xiang gu or to buy yu yuan mee pok gan with extra xiang gu, followed by 2 big spoons of auntie's home-made chilli.
I would add extra green chilli to adelle's disgust.
Then we would go buy green tea, lisze and shannon had to have Heaven & Earth whereas Adelle and I could settle for Pokka.
"they taste the same what." I would say.
"NO" they would rebut.

I miss buying fishball or siew mai or the tofu with minced meat inside and sitting at the staircase outside the girls' toilet to eat.

I miss playing frisbee with my class, taunting the BOYS of 4-9, telling them that we'd beat them.\

I miss psyching myself to do well for physics...and actually doing well.

I miss getting caught for my too-short skirt and too messy hair, and then laughing it off as the teachers laughed it off too.

I miss that when during assembly, when the cohort sang the school song, we'd go super off at "with one voi-oi-oiceeee"

I miss seeing Joan and Isabelle sitting at the netball table trying to complete their work. And then Joan would teach me how to shoot in the netball net before her training. Mega fail.

I miss having people in school say "hi" to me wherever I went.

I miss laughing till my stomach ached, tears rolled and I hyperventilated.

I miss sleeping in class.

I miss secondary 4 days.

I miss life.

Literary Device used: Anaphora. (omg, im such a geek.)

SERIOUSLY.

2010-01-16T03:55:00.000-08:00

fractured some part of my face known as the orbital bone.

and apparently, I cannot laugh too hard cuz it is poking the muscle around my eye.
x-ray postponed to Monday.

please smile again.

I Hate Love

2010-01-15T05:05:00.000-08:00

Tessa, I'm moving on.

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love

SACRIFICE

2010-01-06T02:04:00.000-08:00

(why I hate standing next to that freak)

I've given up 6 fashion parties in the course of 3 months. TOPSHOP probably hat

es me to the core right now. Miss Selfridge must be putting 13 hexes on me. WHAT IF THEY TERMINATE MY F3 CARD?!!?!?!?!?!? NO MORE 10% and great deals!!!!

le sigh, the sacrifices I make for hockey and studies. gosh i hate my life.

p/s:yes, i know tt wingtai won't cancel my card like that.

HOHO

2010-01-04T04:51:00.001-08:00

So today, I felt compelled to blog this out. OMG, I'm like the MEANEST person alive can. So this afternoon, I was a RP (republic poly) with Kirin & WT. Then closing in to the later part, I saw a certain familiar person. So I looked...& "eh, familiar sia that guy" was what I said. Then he kept giving that stare, the imma-rude-ass-wiping-toilet-fucking-muthaphuka-pms stare.

(yea, u looked like this. just that the finger was prostate.)

Even Kirin who, by the way, never met him before this afternoon (you see how distasteful you are?), said "BASTARD SIA THAT GUY." and a surge of "BINGO!" lighted up my hippocampus(part of your brain, *thank you Mr. Brain*) AND I WAS LIKE..., "ew.."

Then he walked abit more, turned back and returned the same imma-rude-ass-wiping-toilet-fucking-muthaphuka-pms glare and I was LAUGHING at his ever so pathetic self, thinking "oh, you're going DOWN. oh wait, YOU ARE ALREADY DOWN." The whole time, I was hoping he'd bang into a pole.

AND SO, THE MOTIVE FOR THIS IS, GET OVER YOURSELF ASSHOLE, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER YOUR NAME ANYMORE. I CAN BE AT RP IF I LIKE IT AND IF YOU REALLY DO THROW ME THAT ONE STOP FUCKER TIT LOOK AGAIN, YOU'LL FUCKING REGRET IT, BITCHFACE.

(even this dude hates ya, sucka)

It SUCKS,

2009-12-24T07:00:00.000-08:00

I feel depressed whenever I see another couple like us. Cuz it's then that I think about the life that I wanna have. But I'm gonna pray hard that I find someone new.

STARBUCKS

2009-12-22T03:00:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M SUCH A STALKER! I'M SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF! HAHAAHHAHA! can't help it though, she's the cutest thing alive.

random

2009-12-21T06:50:00.000-08:00

TODAY, when I saw someone with a brow piercing and a tongue piercing, I FELT LIKE RETRIEVING MINE BACK): I miss my brow and tongue piercing. BUT I MUST SAVE $ FOR MY NAPE piercing...or who want to do it free for me? WHO? WHO?

bah. i'm drying up my contact lens to see what happens next! i'm weird like THAT.

2009-12-21T06:44:00.001-08:00

I really don't get you. Enlighten me.

Some say that you'll never forget your first. But I can't forget my third. Tessa, just burn me now. Or shoot me down.

Like Crazy Behaviour.

2009-12-20T05:47:00.001-08:00

H.E.A.D.B.A.N.D.S

HAHA, and my secret's exposed! yes, i have a secret collection of headbands, a total of 21 and counting. HAHA. bought the 2 sequinned ones today.:D

wanted to buy a feather one from Helen just now..but it was $28.90, SUPER NOT WORTH!
I might get it once I find something to wear it with(:

Butter Factory

2009-12-15T04:48:00.001-08:00

Butter Factory anyone?

P&F

2009-12-14T05:50:00.000-08:00

I'm in love...my head all goes swirly and twirly and my heart pumps with adrenaline whenever I see...

AND...

PERRY THE PLATYPUS!

But it wouldn't be complete without Dr. HEINZ DOOFENSHMIRTZ!

*sings the jingle, "Doofenshmirtz Evil inCORPORATED-!"*

WOO HOO! LOVE!

oh, and we shall not forgo the charm and debonair of Planty the Potted Plant..

xoxo.

and and and...since x'mas is drawing near,

WOO! CUTE!

oh sweet christ, when will I ever grow up?

k, off to bed! training resumes at 9 am tomorrow.

Quote

2009-12-09T06:12:00.000-08:00

"

STEPPING ACROSS THE THRESHOLD INTO WESTMINISTER ABBEY, LANGDON FELT THE OUTSIDE WORLD EVAPORATE INTO A SUDDEN HUSH. NO RUMBLE OF TRAFFIC. NO HISS OF RAIN. JUST A DEAFENING SILENCE, WHICH SEEMED TO REVERBERATE BACK AND FORTH AS IF THE BUILDING WERE WHISPERING TO ITSELF.

"

- DAN BROWN, THE DA VINCI CODE.

32nd Betrayal

2009-12-09T03:51:00.001-08:00

Then *Gina said that I was being used like a rag, just cleaning up one issue after the next, sacrificing even if I was torn (as if it were my job). A tough rag I was, a loyal one at that. Then after she was done, out I go and there comes the new rag.

Fuck it.

---

Hello NYC

2009-12-06T08:07:00.000-08:00

it's the first time knowing which country i'm going to, 1 year in advance.

i'm DELIRIOUS.

Life Still Has to Go On

2009-12-06T07:55:00.000-08:00

Thinking of getting a new phone.

Thinking of getting a new phone. Which?

Guilty

2009-12-05T06:09:00.000-08:00

I'm tired.
Since you chose them, bye.

!Darlene?

2009-12-04T09:03:00.000-08:00

"My tribe is !Mahmusa.

We greet like this: 'Abudae......mamanae, manono.'

In our tribe, we dance for everything (when someone dies, someone is born, hang clothes, go toilet, eat etc etc).

We wear loin cloth and I'm engaged."

Drama Rama

2009-12-04T08:43:00.000-08:00

& indeed, the camp was a slammin' one...

a body slammin' one.

Peaking Silence

2009-12-01T05:41:00.000-08:00

secrets and summer.

off to camp.
(...& I sure do hope its a slammin' one)

PHOTO SPAM

2009-11-26T08:38:00.000-08:00

Jump fail. idk why my legs MUST ALWAYS OPEN SO BIG.

me, kirin, maria, emily, jess

JUMP!

check out the sky behind us(:

jump!

jess, kirin(retard), me, emily, maria "knees tgt!..."

an utter disgrace of the Vitruvian Man

jump fail!

this is SO high school musical.

Maria (extreme right) looks like she's in a commercial and the slogan goes:
"A breath of fresh air.."

i jumped k.

I LOVE THIS PIC!!!
so chio right the thing that we are catching!
then the background and all that!
CREDITS TO WANTENG MANZ!

cheese!

shots.

loudly & proudly

many many hours of hardwork,,

k la, we did go and play hockey in between, but still..

.

Super Iris.

Today, me had a mofo load of fun, thanks to:
HYPERNOVAS '09.
(Yvonne, Maria, Emily, Kirin, Wan Teng, Jess)

xoxo.

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WOULD PEOPLE STOP COPYING ME ALREADY?!

you can have the same clothes as me but STYLE belongs solely to the person and only the person herself. Gosh. I feel sick.

hate hate hate hate hate it when people do things like that.
(i despise)

why must lidat?
go find your OWN STYLE and quit COPYING!

thanks for all the
"you pull it off WAYYY better than her"
and
"its okay k? we know that that is you"
(it stopped me from throwing a bitch fit.)

SAF FIELD TRIP

2009-11-26T05:47:00.000-08:00

0924A, The Cool, The Popular, The Sexx

Inside the ferry! (which almost made me throw up)
LOVE this pic.

Michael and his new found fetish(:

LENA, IRIS, AUNTIE LAY SEE.

HAHA! ANOTHER ONE OF MY TOP FAVOURITES!
Just look at yunyi aka fatty wong.
CUTE SEH!

Kirin the christmas perv.

Me no kissy her.

Me, Jess.

The finalised banner design that i've been working on.
(credits to Yvonne, Darlene, Maria, Celestine, Darli, WT, Emily, Kirin, Jess, Farah for helping out with the painting)

Doesnt look complete in this pic but it's so MUCH more nicer today!

Today is MEGA FUN.
now awaiting J.lynn t upload ALL the pics!

Blog again suckas!

i just realised

2009-11-24T05:05:00.000-08:00

OMG! tdy geek freak tony told me that there are actually robots operating behind a screen EVERYDAY and scanning through the different kinds of pages on the web i.e websites, porn sites, edu sites, org sites, gov sites and of course, social networking sites + BLOGS. so everyone's blogs have been scanned by these robots at least TWICE A DAY so that the whole internet world won't CRASH AND BURN AND DIE. Imagine robots reading your posts...

SO ANYWAY, they make up a certain percentage of your blog counters...which means that out of my usual 13-23 different IP addresses a day, only about 10-20 are actually REAL PEOPLE. the rest are ROBOTS LEH! which, too, equates to those ridiculous people with no one reading their suiiciidal posts having 2-3 "readers" per day (no, the robots DO NOT give a shit about your life) and thinking tat they are velli entertaining. BOO. ):

i must get more readers or i will become like those "ridiculous people".

D:

JC1 CAMP

2009-11-21T06:25:00.001-08:00

lena's bf

chief Jeremy

Chief Timothy

neon lights

neon=the sex

giraffe, tone-deaf, boy

Taurus

the dancers

Campfire

makan

k, the camp in 10 000+ words.

"..a picture paints a thousand words..."

When E is actually T

2009-11-12T21:08:00.000-08:00

You left without a warning and now you're coming back.

Did you know it was hell the past 6 and a half months?

Essa, essa, must you do this now?

Excess

2009-11-07T23:04:00.000-08:00

...and that doesn't even include the 5 school shoes
and 3 H&M wedges (that have yet to arrive).

World's Largest Gummy Bear

2009-11-02T21:50:00.001-08:00

I want one too...

EDITED! posted wrong vid initially. GO SEE!

2009-10-28T10:42:00.000-07:00

TODAY I BOUGHT A BLAZER FOR $28 AND A TOPSHOP SWEATER FOR $50.
(its the stress i tell you.)

Mr. JC

2009-10-23T11:16:00.000-07:00

Mr. JC,

YOU ARE 18(+/- 1 to 2) AND U LOOK LIKE YOU ARE 38. STOP TRYING TO BE "KOOL" CUZ YOU CANNOT MAKE IT.

p/s: stop harassing my fren and ask your fren to STFU.
*does the DIVA snap snap snap*

LION MAN

2009-10-22T11:40:00.000-07:00

Awesome.

"I told you"

2009-10-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

We are all each other's encumbrance.
My pretense is a legal dessert.

im standing in the fire and you turn your back on me

2009-10-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

This 
is how i feel right now.




no one appreciates
or
reciprocates.

NO ONE.

The words that I was told and the way I am being treated makes me want to curse and swear and scream in everyone's faces. I want to know, tell me, should I cease talking altogether and be an unfeeling asshole? 

Its not such a bad idea because, this way, I do not have to face perils of the reciprocation that I would receive. I realised that I am always the one to "be there", rush out the minute my "friends" don't feel good or get into trouble, the one who is always bailing you guys out. Well of course, no one would stand bail on me when I feel like shit or when I am in shit.

I am not your punching bag.
I feel betrayal.

Perhaps you guys would like to check on my bank of feelings 
and school of thought?
Yeah, I am not allowed to feel this way.
Its wrong, but go ahead, it is perfectly fine for you to feel like this.

I hate your friends who treat you guys without just but when the same shit happens to me,
how many actually do the same for me?

You're shortchanging me, don't you think?

I did not ask for this.
Conversely, maybe I did. 
Letting you guys push me between the lines of fiction and reality - "Fiction" when you need my help and "reality" when you feel like kicking me out of your interesting life, into the pile of ragged dolls.

My face scarred with streaks. I don't want a heart. I want to translate into a state of numbness and prescribed euphoria. 

At the end of the day, you'll insist that I am asking for self-exiled incarceration and I will gladly though sadly accept it.

Trad Game

2009-10-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

Today was fun.
MEGA fun.

---

So, Taurus won.

somehow the class (especially the noisier ones) bonded.

Meanwhile, people envy us while we played
"CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHOP CHOP..."

---
Today,
I easily lost 1 kg
&
my voice
.
Goodnight fellow sex.

2009-10-17T07:58:00.001-07:00

GOSH.
IT.
HURTS.
TO.
SEE.
SHANE.
CRY.

T

2009-10-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

So she called at 1:46 a.m. this morning from Darwin.
"I want in."

Model Pooper

2009-10-15T07:34:00.001-07:00

I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING.

I AM OBSESSED.

2009-10-14T05:51:00.001-07:00

I AM OBSESSED WITH FARMVILLE & I CAN'T HELP IT.

Anyone?

2009-10-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

Getting rid of my junk, 2 today(:
buy & I will LOVE you k?

Free Sized Full Length Leggings in OCHRE.
Fits up to uk 10?
$25
SOLD!

Knee-highs in black, AA
any size, the fatter you are, the lower it is, k.
$28
SOLD

posb savings 209-73667-5
leave me a comment once you have emailed me.

---
yes girls, please email to centrepartingirl@gmail.com the knee highs are SOLD OUT already, so please STOP commenting on it! I will not reply those who leave their emails here! so PLEASE email me instead, thank you babes!

Racist Bitch.

2009-10-13T03:47:00.001-07:00

2009-10-10T21:09:00.001-07:00

FEAR.

Winter

2009-10-09T11:17:00.001-07:00

HOKAY, I went shopping online-AGAIN. K, so I saw all the stuff that each site is selling - autumn/winter, getting rid of summer lovin' - and and and I was suddenly reminded of Christmas; I miss Christmas already...and (I know its crazy) I wanna buy fleece military jackets (LOL)! But Singapore is so fucking hot):

I.SPENT.ALOT.OF.MONEY.

which is not exactly a bad thing after all cuz I would invest ALL my weekly allowance so I won't have any left to eat then can LOSE WEIGHT which is what I really need right not(yea, I've been saying this ever since ever).

(p/s: nowadays I don't even want to bring my black design book out or to post any of my designs/put-togethers/things that i like online for fear that certain people will start looking like me D: )

Death Cab For Cutie

2009-10-07T22:57:00.001-07:00

OMG! I can't wait for New Moon . Production this time is definitely better than Twilight....WAY better. I know I'm a little late, but every time I see the OST MTV on..well, MTV, I won't be able to blog cuz my mum will ask me to choose between laptop and MTV):

FINALLY TODAY IM ALONE AT HOME and ALONE!

Im sad cuz im missing out on The Hills.
FUCK EXAMS.

PISSED

2009-10-04T01:05:00.000-07:00

IRIS IS PISSED.
Maybe I should stop playing nice. It wasn't my fault anyway.

YOU IRRITATE ME

2009-10-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

Dear 17-year-old, you behave like a 13-year-old who has just started to menstruate, have hard nipples when you look at (any) guy and have ambitions of becoming a supermodel when you look like

Have a damn ambition that suits you. I know I am fucking mean, but you really have to wake up. STOP skipping around like as if the world is a coven of butterflies and rainbows...BECAUSE ITS FUCKING NOT. And please, when you do it, DO NOT copy other people's signature line because thats low, that's POSER-ish and that's unforgivable. If you have a fucked up fashion sense, DO NOT tell other's that you wanna be a fashion designer. If you are tone-deaf, DO NOT even dream about becoming a singer. BE FUCKING REALISTIC. Is that so hard to ask for? Is it?

URGH! no wonder I DON'T go out with people with lousy fashion sense (slippers) cuz its embarrasing and I wouldn't want to be caught dead with them, well, unless I'm being forced under circumstances.

ANW, the point is, STOP BEING IRRITATING BECAUSE NOT ONLY DO PEOPLE GOSSIP AND LAUGH AT YOU, YOU MAKE ME DISLIKE YOU EVEN MORE.

TLS IS BACK

2009-09-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

TLS IS BACK FROM BRUSSELS!

and yes! we shall go on a major shopping spree from wisma to ion to heeren to fep to haji to ann siang HOKAYZXZXXZ?!?!?!?! time to be a goody good girl and start saving money and pouting my lips infront of my mom for more MOOLAHS! seeing so many people with BAD BAD BAD fashion sense and a HORRIBLE wardrobe, I decided that I shall NEVER end up like them. I feel so bad even telling some of them that the certain season is a-o-over.

we shall go FLEA MARKET TOO! FFFF is comin up! maybe FTT 4 is comin up too! or ZOUK FLEA???? and we haven go get wasted tgt yet! ZOMG! so many zings to zoo! must STOP shopping online!!

ANW, TYVM beloved hockey team (Yvonne, Darlene, Maria, Darli, Farah, Shanaz, Jeslyn, Celestine) for turning up and Amalina, WT, Kirin for blowing out the candles wiv me:D awesome cake btw. peekchas will be up SOON!

IM IN A DILLLLLEMMA. dunno whether to accept the request to XXXXXXX. oh wells.

ANW, i think that lil wayne is cute. HAHAHAHAHAH. im so weird.

Keri Hilson

2009-09-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

Someone called KERI HILSON

I want to play tonsil hockey with her. KANYE WEST DID NOT DESERVE TOUCHING HER THE WAY HE DID IN "KNOCK YOU DOWN". Little fucker.

Reminisce

2009-09-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

I want my long hair back ):

I HATE MY CURRENT HAIR LENGTH>:

Jay Sean

2009-09-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

OK, im so gonna dream about him tonight.

THE SEX. BimboA, don't you just wanna have breakfast in bed with this cute lil muffin?(:

DOUCHE BAG

2009-09-25T02:15:00.001-07:00

HEY KANYE WEST, FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU FOR DISSING A 19-YEAR-OLD YOU OLD FAG.



LIKE WHAT THE WHOLE INTERNET IS SAYING,
"I BET YOU LOVE YOUR GF BEING BALD, SO THAT WHEN SHE GIVES YOU HEAD YOU CAN PRETEND ITS JAY-Z"

KANYE, JUST FUCK OFF, REALLY.
YOU MOTHERFUCKING THRASH.

Number Seventeen

2009-09-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU

MOM
DAD
ISAAC
ADELLE ONG
TAN LI SZE
SHANNON WONG
for simply everything.

STEPHANIE YEO
SYANNI ATTAN
CHONG WAN NI
LIM LAY SEE
ANG LILY
NUR LENA
GABRIEL FONG
SHANNEN SONG YEN LING
for the surprise you guys threw. the balloons, the gifts, the pineapple and pocky(mega LOL), the card.

STEPHANIE ONG
JUSTIN YUEN
ERIC
DARLENE
KIRIN
MARIA
KELLY
GINA
RONNEY
JOSH
JORDUS
JOANNA ENDES
JARED
GARET HOWIE
MICHAEL JAVIER
INDRA
BETHANY
COLLIN
RENDRA
YUSOFF
ANGELINE
JEREMY KEEVAN
SARA CHEONG
YIP PENG
KEERAN
CHERANA
CHANDRAA
VINCENT
AARON
MICHELLE YIP
YAN LING
IRFAN
MR. YSL(LOL.)
DARA
KIRAN
SEAN DANSEL
HILLARY NG
HANNAH
KIREN JAY ANDRE
SERENA
NATHANIEL
MARENA
JESLINA
SAMANTHA TAN
TABITHA
UNCLE RICK
RACHEL
SEBAS
NOEL
YU SHENG
KAROLINE
TIFFANY
JERMAINE
DANICA TIONG
JULIANA SEAH
IBRAHIM
for the text messages! and a few damn cheeky ones.
(I hope I din miss anyone out)


JAYSREE
PEI SIN
NURUL AQMAR
ARLENE
DELEON
JESLYN
MARCELLE
EUNICE
CHERI
WEN HUI
KAMIL
TRACY
AMANDA
LI YAN
ESTHER FAN
HILARY
LYNETTE
SHI MIN
ARVIND JEYA
SARAH
SHALINI
ELLY ADJEMAN
(inc, Adelle, Lisze, Justin Yuen, Maria)
for the facebook wishes(:

KIREN JIT
MARIA
MISS MAXINE TAN
LOVEL
SHERNICE
J.T
NATASHA
LORETTA
GERALDINE
for the pats, hugs and kisses(LOL).

MR CHAN, MRS TAN, MR WONG for the homework and awesome assembly..."awesome".

and the random people who walked by me and wished me in school today. thank you!(:

DR. MARTENS

2009-09-21T03:07:00.000-07:00

yummy.

i think i shall resign to fate and get those from k.sprees.

):

i've been spending too much money on things that I bought while i was on drugs.
cuz i always wake up at the end of wednesdays.
penniless.

OMGEE

2009-09-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

(LV 2009/10 women's fall/winter collection)

LV makes the cutest leggings! new on runway, while material lasts.

SO CHIO CAN! clickity click to enlarge!

anw, making new pieces of clothing soon! (models: TLS, adelle, yes, you two cuz no one else i know is capable and i got no $$ to buy a mannequin. plus, it is pretty scary to put a mannequin in you room...wait, it is scary to put it anywhere at HOME.)

An Array of Feelings.

2009-09-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, me and bimboA went to do something crazy and out of our world...

we hit on someone for someone.

TLS you better appreciate our daunting effort. k, pictures will be up soon.!

BYE TLS!):

I miss my 2 sexy cupcakes(does the ticko face;D)

Gina (:

2009-09-17T10:15:00.000-07:00

At Gina's house using her computer for PW. Thanks for the car ride and sleepover, g.

Anw, here's the pic of the swelling toe!:D
(p/s: it smells like rotting fruit)


I'm so sick right.
(yes, that IS blood & pus.)

And you think you're so manly

2009-09-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

Fuck anti-dykes.

Check This Out

2009-09-15T09:37:00.001-07:00

My new favourite song, enjoy(;

When You Just Sit On Things.

2009-09-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

So... I've got stomach flu caused by 3 weeks of viral infection! woohoo!

addiction(:

I know I shouldn't, but I'm missing the party days, the drinks, the sticks and getting into trouble. I look at the people in my school-no life

(with a really bad taste in fashion, seriously, striped tee and long skirt= "she looks great!" ?!?! and apparently, sandals look great in everything, ya, seriously, just note my fucking sarcasm. I'd open your wardrobe and shoot myself in the mouth).

I'd hate to end up like them. I hate math and econs and essays and GP and physics. I love drawing and designing and material and sequins, glitter and beads. I'm not a meek studious person. I think too deep into things and teachers tell me that I should not when they require HIGHER ORDER THINKING.

and stop telling me that I shouldn't even have gone to a jc. I KNOW. i fucking know. i know the whole class knows. but what can i do now? I'm stuck in i-fucking-jc for now and I can't get out(NOTICE: CAN'T, cunt.). And just 2 minutes ago, sara told me to "get out of jc now and go study fashion!". When that many people tells you that(or something along that line), you just wish that you could and you somehow know that you might make it studying fashion that math and econs. Has anyone told you that before?

I'm so lost.

Replies

2009-09-13T06:57:00.001-07:00

Lisze: LOL. LOL. LOL. anw, I trf liaozxz. i dowan leh. DOWAN. D.O.W.A.N. BU YAO. k, i wanna go out with you you you and the bimbo, A.

lena: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (.)(.)

Eve: okay:D

serena: SERENA! i miss xxxx ): i wanna go canada...NOW.

random: whatever serena said.

betrum: really?(: why never come and say "hi" and give me a sexy lap dance?

sara cheong: sara! you're so vulgar. I like(;

tessa: yes yes, I want too. I wanna go LA, NY, Canada and Sydney. I miss everyone everywhere. you guys just left after 'o's and no one's left to get wasted with ):

shannonWONG: haha, delle's a bimbo wad. but a sexy one la, k.

wtf: awww...

sara: sara?

Ann: hokayz! i need the nape piercing!

adelle: delle, FIERCE!

robin: ROBIN!

joey: yes yes(:

crazy night

2009-09-12T04:08:00.001-07:00

Before & after getting wasted with belinda and dara.

Majolica.Majorca eyeliner and mascara in carbon black.

Thanks for giving me a hard time sleeping with you girls.
Thanks for the stupid jokes.
Thanks for the damn awesome night.
Thanks for not pretending.
Thanks for cursing with me.

I love you girls.
xxxx.

p/s:
Thanks for the oh-so-ugly pictures too.

Confession

2009-09-12T03:57:00.000-07:00

Today, I did something really bad.

It was a repetition of yesterday.

Ghost of The Gun.

2009-09-11T21:33:00.000-07:00

"I hate doing this too. But what sets us apart is that, you practically have no respect for anyone, anyone at all. Cuz all you think about is what your advantages are. You don't give a shit about everyone else."

-OTH.

But I don't blame you, cuz that's just who you are.

---

baby, this has got to stop.

I ♥ PhotoBooth

2009-09-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

Am I entitled to study fashion?

(Vintage cropped tee, Levi's distressed denim, Vintage ring)

(Supre Raw Edged Muscle Tank, Calvin Klein Half Tube, Forever 21 Splattered Paint Denim Shorts, Vintage Ring)

I ♥ Photo Booth.

& I hate school and PW too.

PW SUCKS AND I AM NEVER GONNA MISS IT. LET'S GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH.

FUCK PW.

fuck school.fuck life.fuck money.fuck, fuck.

2-hour Bonding

2009-09-10T21:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterrrrrrday,,,

went off with Emely, Yvonne, Maria, Darlene, Shanaz, WT, Ruben, Irfan, Coach and Mrs. Coach to JB-lookalike-to break fast,

it was so darn awesome cuz we were so bonded. few people, but close knitted. it's been a long time since I felt that way with people from HPNVS.

SO DAMN BONDED. never laughed like that with them for a hell of a long time already.
-it was a success dinner.

&i'm satisfied.

gosh, I sound so corny.

Peel my Orange

2009-09-09T03:41:00.000-07:00

Give me a million bucks. I might consider watching you shed your tears and make your virgin promises to each other
...
that is, if you're sober(;

OMG, DID YOU GUYS SEE THE AD?!

seriously, I WOULD NOT want to watch their wedding.
The day I saw the "warm invitation"
was the day I'd like to be
Homer Simpson.
(Spider pig, spider pig, does whatever spiderpig does...)

---
My mushroom crown of glory will be up until it grows out.

Looks fine to me.
(I'm serious)
They told me I was acting cute,
while I was rubbing my nose.

Life sucks.
*kicks a can*

---

I RAN MY ROUNDS TODAY-UNDER THE SUN WHO MAKES THE HORNIEST MAN ALIVE LOSE ORGASM.

Fuck the heat.
---

REHAB.

2009-09-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

Something from CHF.

(mega fan of chf)

If only Singapore sold Vogue Italia at LOW RATES and CONVENIENT PLACES.

If only my mom allowed me to go La Salle after 'O's,

to study fashion. If only, if only. Then I wouldn't have to suffer now.

resign to fate.

dicono, " vita in tensione al fullest."

ma che cosa se il destino impedice quello?

HAHA, this is funny.

2009-09-05T11:22:00.001-07:00

go check this out,

WALMART

its funny.

---

This uncle is very cute too.

SODAPOPSTOP

Another reason to why I wanna go

LOS ANGELES.

A Day

2009-09-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

I found a new way to use the very common kiap-kiap. You girls may wanna try it(:

Went to TS at ION with Kelly on Fri after training. Tried on this MOOSE knit top. <3>

So much for my "family gathering".

BAHH.

Then this is a very cute thing.

(I pasted it on my ez-link card:D)

and this is my very pretty classmate

LAO LIN.

老林

and this is me with a new haircut that I cut it out, MYSELF.

its longer in RL, but yea. there ya go(:

Somehow, life still fucking sucks.

360

2009-09-05T04:04:00.001-07:00

When everything works against you,

find a solution.

ADAPT.

Day 15

2009-09-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

Im thoroughly proud of myself for completing training despite the 15-day diarrhea.

Sai Kang Power.

TEACHER's DAY

2009-09-01T08:37:00.000-07:00

Teachers' Day, took a hell load of photos.

go to FACEBOOK to view them all. quite mundane tho):

BUT love the photos!

went out with TLS on Sat as well, went to ION & WISMA. will be uploading a link to the photos soon!

One fine day

2009-09-01T01:13:00.000-07:00

I SPEND TOO MUCH TIME STARING INTO BLANK SPACE.

but its fun..):

STARBUCKS

2009-08-31T20:24:00.000-07:00

STARBUCKS' WIRELESS HATES FACEBOOK.

Hmmm.

2009-08-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

After posting the post below, alot of people texted me to tell me how much they hate "her" or well..."the both of them". Well well, what can I say? Some people just do not have the same popularity as others... hokay, so wad? I blogged that in the course of anger. But seriously, when a HUGE group of people tell you that you are as such, then you better god damn well go and change cuz apparently, you dont fucking look at yourself. you just do what you like. "I regret nominating her back then..." were most of the smses that I received. Funny enough, I don't really feel the same way because it is thru this that people start war:D(GOSH im evil). But really, look at it this way, she has gain a haters club=\

oh well, i do pity her when some people describe how ugly she is, or how weird she is or how she should not even be here. But really, sometimes the things that she does really overwrites it all. Dominance...doesn't get you far. Calling me shitface doesnt get you far too(: i have ears everywhere..people are betraying you all the time. Just be careful when you go overboard, you don't know how powerful money is in Singapore(:

...just a warning.

OMG, you're so ridiculous you...

2009-08-05T23:24:00.000-07:00

MAKE ME WANNA LAUGH.

Today, you finally know how much I PWNED you. You make me feel so good about myself. Your ideas are so...---- and you are so fucking dominant. I hope your zits explode from your face and flood the whole ball.

Jialat, too bad, your river of pus is gonna dominate it.

Lao Cheng:"That person don't read this right? oh wait, that person can read?O.O"

Lao Cheng:"I'm dead...she's gonna steal all my class fund. T.T"

EVERYONE ELSE:" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!"

this post has been contributed by more than 1 people. TYVM.

腳

Lao Cheng:"She has friends?o.o"

p/s: i dont like people who post pictures of people who are not their friends to create this illusion to other ppl that they are likeable, popular and have many frens when they DON'T. you are so uncool. people dont want to be your frens. STOP lying about fixing your phone when you are actually secretly taking pictures of other people. STOP posting pictures of them you shit face.

WEDDING.

2009-08-02T01:47:00.000-07:00

This is the bestest, simplest, awesomest, funnest, creativest wedding i've ever, EVER seen. its the happiest one too(:

do watch, highly recommended, reached more than 14 million views. Enjoy!:D